Feel Alive Produced Lewi B

from SAVE YOURSELF by Manga Saint Hilare & Blay Vision

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lyrics

I had a few good goodbyes
I was look
ing for what I couldn’t find
My levels of trust were low
So I built my walls up high
So when they did let me down
It was no surprise
If they they ask how I am
I couldn’t lie
Ive been killing myself
Trying to feel alive
Ive been killing myself
Trying to feel alive
Ive been killing myself
Trying to feel alive
Ive been killing myself
Trying to feel alive

I was in darkness & I couldn’t see the light
They way I set up my life it needed a redesign
Without this & that
Without her & them what am I really like?
More than my image
What do I see inside?
Why is it when I’m alone for days
That I don’t really mind
All the badmind people I met on my way
Why didn’t I see the signs?
Why am I here killing myself everyday
When I’m meant to live a life?
My charkas need realigning
Who am I? What am I?
Need redesigning
Nobody hated on me more than I did
I was looking for a piece of peace
But I couldn’t find it
They kept telling me its peaks & valleys
So when I was in the bottom I just kept climbing
I tried to rush
I had to take times can’t take anything else
Intrusive thoughts are weighing on me heavy
The pressure has been off the scales
I’m trying to mange my money
& mange my mental
Along with everything else
Im feeling frustrated
But no one can save me
So I’m saving myself

I had a few good goodbyes
I was looking for what I couldn’t find
My levels of trust were low
So I built my walls up high
So when they did let me down
It was no surprise
If they they ask how I am
I couldn’t lie
Ive been killing myself
Trying to feel alive
Ive been killing myself
Trying to feel alive
Ive been killing myself
Trying to feel alive
Ive been killing myself
Trying to feel alive

If you ask how I am I’ll lie
That’s truth & no disguise
I keep pain tucked like I’m holding bine
The weed don’t help but I’m billing mine
Been on job stay killing grime
A lot of man are killing Time
So many humans ill advised
30’s are not sign to be kind & that
Man are moving blind & that
Can’t see a future you designed & that
I was a mess but im not a mess right now
& man aint climbing back
This pain my son he aint finding that
Im not a product of where I’ve been
To old for excuses fighting back
I do my ting I’m fine with that
I don’t get brung I earn
Bare years deep I’m standing firm
Them man there max Branning,Verm
I didnt open this can of worms
I pay my taxes & my bills
Man it burns
For degrees I had to learn
Save yourself or lie in hurst

I had a few good goodbyes
I was looking for what I couldn’t find
My levels of trust were low
So I built my walls up high
So when they did let me down
It was no surprise
If they they ask how I am
I couldn’t lie
Ive been killing myself
Trying to feel alive
Ive been killing myself
Trying to feel alive
Ive been killing myself
Trying to feel alive
Ive been killing myself
Trying to feel alive

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from SAVE YOURSELF, released March 6, 2023

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Manga Saint Hilare London, UK

The long-standing grime heavy hitter is known amongst his peers as one of the best and most consistent lyricists in the scene. Since Roll Deep ceased recording as a collective, Manga pursued a forward-thinking sound under a newly adopted identity: Manga Saint Hilare.  
Less braggadocios and explicit, more thought provoking and vulnerable - Manga's lyrics carry a powerful message. ... more

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