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never had much but you’ve seen too much
All of my friends are depressed
I’m sitting here & I’m wondering
If its going to be me next
I didn’t really leave the house to much
& I only respond over text
Waking up at 3pm &
wondering where the day went
Wondering where my days went
Even when I’m not busy my mind is
Thoughts run through my head
I just want to sickle & park off
but you know,Money fi mek
i’m in a middle of a mid life crisis
Life has got me feeling on edge
In the middle of the night
I’m fighting myself
Bro I just need to rest

They keep looking towards me for answers
But I’m telling em I don’t have any
Last night I said I’ll start tomorrow
Looks like I’ll flopped that already
I’ve got more issues than RWD mag
Trying to rewire man it’s literally tekky
I’m starting to get why they don’t get me
Feel like the odds are against me
Maybe I don’t stand a chance
Looking at my fears & goals
Bro I can’t tell them apart
I should of had my life figured out by now
It really shouldn’t be this hard
I told my brothers & sisters yo
You can grow in the dark

I was trying to be there best for so long
Didn’t even stop to see if I’m good
I’m not even sure I wanted to this
Just done to see if I could
Didn’t even clock
that the years were passing
I think im the same age as Kush
I swear the other day
I was on stage with Breeze
& now the years just breeze by like..
I’m trying to be here in the moment
At the same time still thinking ahead
Won’t let the hate go to my heart
Won’t let the love get to my head
All of friends are telling me I should of blown
But you know,Things went how they went
& even though it killed me bare times
I’m lucky I never ended up dead

They keep looking towards me for answers
But I’m telling em I don’t have any
Last night I said I’ll start tomorrow
Looks like I’ll flopped that already
I’ve got more issues than RWD mag
Trying to rewire man it’s literally tekky
I’m starting to get why they don’t get me
Feel like the odds are against me
Maybe I don’t stand a chance
Looking at my fears & goals
Bro I can’t tell them apart
I should of had my life figured out by now
It really shouldn’t be this hard
I told my brothers & sisters yo
You can grow in the dark

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from Glow In The Dark, released July 30, 2021
Produced by Lewi B

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Manga Saint Hilare London, UK

The long-standing grime heavy hitter is known amongst his peers as one of the best and most consistent lyricists in the scene. Since Roll Deep ceased recording as a collective, Manga pursued a forward-thinking sound under a newly adopted identity: Manga Saint Hilare. 

Less braggadocios and explicit, more thought provoking and vulnerable - Manga's lyrics carry a powerful message. ... more

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