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The Feeling.

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I'm a single man
on a single bed
not giving a single fuck
im so sick of the silly thoughts that I'm thinking up
I seem to be sleeping less,because i think too much
I close my eyes,like I've seen too much
I'm looking for a blessing,Have i sinned too much?
I'm feeling singled out
I'm trying to hold it all down,but i seem to fuck things up
Now I'm just sitting here,beating myself up
My head is hurting
It's like I've been punched or rushed
I'm trying to find my way up
looking in the mirror like "now its just me & you fam"
So,ummm...Fuck em,If they don't like us
All my thoughts are whizzing around
like they're in a rush
Am i happy being sad
Or sad that i aint happy?
I think these things all at once
She can't make her mind up
she said she loves me,but she's got to go
What?
Thats a mind fuck
Wait...what?
you should of seen my face when the phone lit up
She said "i can't be around when you self destruct"
ahhh bitch,shut the fuck up
I Knew you wasn't down
I don't know why i bothered & got my hopes up
(BITCH)
I should of just seckled & kept my love gun in my holster
(THIS)
I'm sitting on the edge of my bed
I'm in a mess
I've got my middle finger & my index on my temple
I wish i could blow these thoughts right out of my head
& just go...BANG



I hate this room i wake up in
The state of it,Just mirrors the mind state i'm in
I've got a lot of money going out
& less coming in
So i stay under my covers & i over think
with this,Drink that I'm going to sip
Because i feel like everyone & everything
Is against me
& i know i'll never win
They're trying to take manaman for a fucking prick
or is my mind just playing tricks
Got my feeling like a loser,because i never win
& I'm never going out,i'm staying in
because i only feel safe when I'm staying in...
Bed,yes
fuck everyone & everything
for everything they've done
Or what they never did
my phone keeps blowing up like a terrorist
ahhh fuck it
let it ring
I don't really feel like speaking
(LOWE ME NUH MAN)
I don't want to hear your advice or preaching
(LOWE ME NUH MAN)
feels like I'm trapped in freedom
(LOWE ME NUH MAN)
now I'm sitting on the edge of my bed
i'm in a mess i want to blow these thoughts of out my head
& just go....BANG

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from The Reluctant Adventurer, released July 1, 2015
Produced by Nana Rogues

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Manga Saint Hilare London, UK

The long-standing grime heavy hitter is known amongst his peers as one of the best and most consistent lyricists in the scene. Since Roll Deep ceased recording as a collective, Manga pursued a forward-thinking sound under a newly adopted identity: Manga Saint Hilare. 

Less braggadocios and explicit, more thought provoking and vulnerable - Manga's lyrics carry a powerful message. ... more

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