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The weight of these thought I’m holding
Feel like my minds imploding
I swear I hear more then the words aint spoken
Processing & decoding
I know we’re only here for a moment
But wait, give man a moment
Im learning to deal with my emotions
Not just hiding & ghosting
I was broke & broken
& my way of coping
Was blaming the world & sulking
Not doing nothing for myself
Joke ting
Don’t worry about old things
That’s the way to lose focus
Don’t stress about the past
Just own it
That’s the way to control it

I wasn’t myself but I I didn’t notice
Taking it out on the ones who’s closest
So many years that I felt boxed in
That’s when the flood gates opened
A lot of hard questions
That I couldn't cope with
I dealt with pars like I am golfing
My mind is overloaded with nowhere to unload it
I was in my own little bubble
and I didn't want to come out
like I'm agoraphobic
My alone time exposed it
I had a mask on like covid
I felt like the greatest showman
Them times when my heart was wide-open
had my piece of mind stolen

The weight of these thought I’m holding
Feel like my minds imploding
I swear I hear more then the words aint spoken
Processing & decoding
I know we’re only here for a moment
But wait, give man a moment
Im learning to deal with my emotions
Not just hiding & ghosting
I was broke & broken
& my way of coping
Was blaming the world & sulking
Not doing nothing for myself
Joke ting
Don’t worry about old things
That’s the way to lose focus
Don’t stress about the past
Just own it
That’s the way to control it

They try to tell me
but I wasn't hearing in it
I used to laugh it off
I never though it was that serious
They used to tell me to look in the future
But when I looked
I didn’t appear in it
New mindset
Now my vision is 8k
Its scary how clear it is
I went & changed my outlook
Yeah bruv
Now look
All of my inner me enemies
Improved my output
My mind used to hold me back
Now I flex with the powers I’m supposed to have
I’ve been through the wars like a solider has

The weight of these thought I’m holding
Feel like my minds imploding
I swear I hear more then the words aint spoken
Processing & decoding
I know we’re only here for a moment
But wait, give man a moment
Im learning to deal with my emotions
Not just hiding & ghosting
I was broke & broken
& my way of coping
Was blaming the world & sulking
Not doing nothing for myself
Joke ting
Don’t worry about old things
That’s the way to lose focus
Don’t stress about the past
Just own it
That’s the way to control it

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from Glow In The Dark, released July 30, 2021
produced by LEwi B

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Manga Saint Hilare London, UK

The long-standing grime heavy hitter is known amongst his peers as one of the best and most consistent lyricists in the scene. Since Roll Deep ceased recording as a collective, Manga pursued a forward-thinking sound under a newly adopted identity: Manga Saint Hilare. 

Less braggadocios and explicit, more thought provoking and vulnerable - Manga's lyrics carry a powerful message. ... more

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