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Finding Out

by Manga Saint Hilare

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Finding Out 03:56
had my heart broken That had me moving heartless Taking it out on the wrong ones Trying to prove I’m sexy regardless I wasn’t doing no work them times But I wanted the same car as Targets I wasn’t doing no shows or Giggs But I was out here talking the hardest Masked it with jokes & laughing ‘Yeah I’m good’ If anyones asking Time has passed but I can’t get past it I hope tomorrow has todays answers Good people around me & I know I took them for granted Hold tight Mumzie,she had to see a big man balling I’m sorry but I couldn’t hold it it Things are getting out of hand right now I’m trying to get hold of it & I know I’m not your only kid Bailiffs are knocking for money I know that I owe the ting I’m trying to dig myself out of this whole I’m in & I know this isn’t how I’m supposed to live I used to spend time at Kye’s,Jigga’s & Jadene’s I loved being off ends because the locals embraced me Convinced myself I working But I’m reality I was lazy My minds over thinking with all the these truths I’m finding out Finding out Finding out I didn’t know who I was & I’m still finding out Finding out,I’m still finding out I didn’t know who I was & I’m still finding out Finding out Finding out I never knew how strong I was & I’m still finding out Finding out I guess I’m finding out I never knew how strong I was & I’m still finding out I thought I knew everything I just had too many thoughts You get given this life You’ve just got prove that it’s yours I had to learn to listen & know when you shouldn’t talk & understand what habits I have that I use for support & it’s funny because love was the cure & the cause But when I look back on it Them things were usually forced So many red flags that I used to ignore It just gets to a point that You’re not even you anymore It’s mad when you deep it When I was bruk I got on the coach to Elise’s (£10 in my pocket dem times deh) Leave in the morning & I touched down in the evening (I know you know about them ones there) And I think around them times there me & … weren’t speaking Probably over some minor disagreement I never held feelings (We don’t hold on to badness here) I was looking for love But it wasn’t what I needed Deavon tried to tell me a lot of things But I wasn’t ready for the teachings I felt down & defeated Bruddah I had to go through some healing A lot of lessons I should of learnt from time But all now bro,I’m still finding out Finding out Finding out I didn’t know who I was & I’m still finding out Finding out,I’m still finding out I didn’t know who I was & I’m still finding out Finding out Finding out I never knew how strong I was & I’m still finding out Finding out I guess I’m finding out I never knew how strong I was & I’m still finding out Finding out Finding out I didn’t know who I was & I’m still finding out Finding out,I’m still finding out I didn’t know who I was & I’m still finding out Finding out Finding out I never knew how strong I was & I’m still finding out Finding out I guess I’m finding out I never knew how strong I was & I’m still finding out Finding out Finding Finding Finding out You don’t know how strong you are I hope you find it out Find it
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had my heart broken That had me moving heartless Taking it out on the wrong ones Trying to prove I’m sexy regardless I wasn’t doing no work them times But I wanted the same car as Targets I wasn’t doing no shows or Giggs But I was out here talking the hardest Masked it with jokes & laughing ‘Yeah I’m good’ If anyones asking Time has passed but I can’t get past it I hope tomorrow has todays answers Good people around me & I know I took them for granted Hold tight Mumzie,she had to see a big man balling I’m sorry but I couldn’t hold it it Things are getting out of hand right now I’m trying to get hold of it & I know I’m not your only kid Bailiffs are knocking for money I know that I owe the ting I’m trying to dig myself out of this whole I’m in & I know this isn’t how I’m supposed to live I used to spend time at Kye’s,Jigga’s & Jadene’s I loved being off ends because the locals embraced me Convinced myself I working But I’m reality I was lazy My minds over thinking with all the these truths I’m finding out Finding out Finding out I didn’t know who I was & I’m still finding out Finding out,I’m still finding out I didn’t know who I was & I’m still finding out Finding out Finding out I never knew how strong I was & I’m still finding out Finding out I guess I’m finding out I never knew how strong I was & I’m still finding out I thought I knew everything I just had too many thoughts You get given this life You’ve just got prove that it’s yours I had to learn to listen & know when you shouldn’t talk & understand what habits I have that I use for support & it’s funny because love was the cure & the cause But when I look back on it Them things were usually forced So many red flags that I used to ignore It just gets to a point that You’re not even you anymore It’s mad when you deep it When I was bruk I got on the coach to Elise’s (£10 in my pocket dem times deh) Leave in the morning & I touched down in the evening (I know you know about them ones there) And I think around them times there me & … weren’t speaking Probably over some minor disagreement I never held feelings (We don’t hold on to badness here) I was looking for love But it wasn’t what I needed Deavon tried to tell me a lot of things But I wasn’t ready for the teachings I felt down & defeated Bruddah I had to go through some healing A lot of lessons I should of learnt from time But all now bro,I’m still finding out Finding out Finding out I didn’t know who I was & I’m still finding out Finding out,I’m still finding out I didn’t know who I was & I’m still finding out Finding out Finding out I never knew how strong I was & I’m still finding out Finding out I guess I’m finding out I never knew how strong I was & I’m still finding out Finding out Finding out I didn’t know who I was & I’m still finding out Finding out,I’m still finding out I didn’t know who I was & I’m still finding out Finding out Finding out I never knew how strong I was & I’m still finding out Finding out I guess I’m finding out I never knew how strong I was & I’m still finding out Finding out Finding Finding Finding out You don’t know how strong you are I hope you find it out Find it

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released October 14, 2021

Produced by Manga Saint Hilare
Mixed & Mastered by Freeza Chin
Backing vocals by JayEmKayEm
Artwork by Manga Saint Hilare

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Manga Saint Hilare London, UK

The long-standing grime heavy hitter is known amongst his peers as one of the best and most consistent lyricists in the scene. Since Roll Deep ceased recording as a collective, Manga pursued a forward-thinking sound under a newly adopted identity: Manga Saint Hilare. 

Less braggadocios and explicit, more thought provoking and vulnerable - Manga's lyrics carry a powerful message.
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